Current mood:	content
Current music:	El Roockie - Sigue Bailando mi Amor

So it's spring break and apparently it's gonna be a very calm one. I've been doing absolutely nothing other than playing Pokemon, listening to music and watching TV. Normally I'd have plans with friends but lately we've all been distant from each other. Honestly I'm not even interested in keeping in touch, maybe we've all mutually grown tired of each other and stopped caring? Whatever the case, it's gonna be me myself and I for the next 2 weeks and my sole activity will basically be hitting the gym even though I can't fucking control my eating habits and as much as I'm exercising, I'm not really seeing any results lately. I haven't smoked in 2 days (something I had never accomplished since I started smoking) which proves I'm strong enough to achieve any goals I set for myself, but seriously I keep asking myself why even bother quitting?
It feels like everything I do lately doesn't really have a purpose since I'm not really doing anything productive with my life and, in the end, I'm not genuinely happy. Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I just stayed in my room forever. Would it make any difference at all? Blehhh, I just wish I had some form of motivation to keep going everyday -_-